This ain't no wish that I can go back
Orange juice and cognac
Burning throat of vodka
Sadness like a lo jack
Choking on some old pack
Made it through like two deaths
Barely got a slow clap
Know them niggas gone rep
Suicide and more stress
Bitch done seen an old text
Hiding in a cold tent
No accountability
The villainy
You ghost with the agility
For simplcy I rather tease the cycled
Sense of sick inside that
Shit resides in symphonies
Amidst the sound the silent
Sighs of missing me
Pointing all the fingers like that
Shotgun's sold in empathy
the moment that use it
Give my muse diffusing energy
Disowned me and we proved that
I'm the tool to soothe your enemy
Huh
Especially your nigga
Nigga guilt had held you over
Cuz the moment that he phone your
Had you folding in a corner
State the point of fucking me
If you stay sad you fucked him over
Sensed the making of entirely
Is summed in whos it's owner

Locked in a safe got my heart and
My dreams in a sweet reverie (Oh)
Visionary notions... stabilizing me
Lucidity while I'm trapped in a place
Where life's not what it seems (Oh)
Evading all illusions...
Sweet... Awakening (Oh)

What did you think that I was in it for?
All of my shit is presentable
All of my worth isn't miserable
I don't need Pussy I'm in it though
I got the time but the watch that I'm running
Has stopped and I'm stuck where the bitter roams
ego is the worst if you didn't know
King of the dinner we sitting close
Funny you fancy the British but shawty
Near Hungary now we with interpol
Ain't got no meat with your dinner roll
Hop off the ship then I hit the road
Give a shit where you finna go
Take a sit
Think bout what you did
Find another bitch
At the pinnacle
Joker the laugh is So Cynical
Carve in a smile so I keep it whole
Telling my truth on a need to know
Mami got peace for them niggas though
Tu ven aqui you can get and go
Born as a snake but this scale that I
Wear for protection got trust on a thinner rope
Rather than hurt you than to give it to hope
Rather hurt me than to ever be honest
You talking about toxic
But mimic a pufferfish
High on some other shit
Know that ODing is never uncommon
I drown an ocean
Of poison and tolerance
Modesty
Often my lips looking indigo
Catch me and moms at the interval
Catch me and god at funeral
Taking my shot where the givers go