i don’t want to meet people
i don’t really want to party
partly
i just want to commit to one shawty
sorry
seems that this wish is never granted
granted, i can barely keep my body standing
famished
i’m drained through my skull gone as another part of me
daydreams a dagger penetrating main arteries
camaraderie
keeping me afloat but for so long
to voltron my pride keeps me greedy til i so com
so calm - red dot power in this old bomb
finger on the trigger cooking hope without the rhubarb
woke up on the couch feeling stout i hit a new bar
of crazy when my aim was for the psyduck not the dewgong
I'm self loathing hatred seeping deeper than a racist
instigating segregation infiltrating second nature
inter-trading with ideals killing with the blunt of blade
just to wake up interrupted recognizing he’s jamaican
and he’s always lived for nothing
and this nothing is sustained
chained - to his thoughts with some research
learning through eraser
that the change of an ideal is as fragile as the paper
that he writes on
solemn heaven’s mighty as a prologue
warmer in my heart so i’m always getting low balled
reaching for the fucking sky with no arms
hold on
suicide’s the highway to a new calm -
shape-shifting outlaw til i’m oolong
who’s wrong - ooh god
please neil tyson don't test me
my minds been elevated since dairy fucked nestle
so grab your graham cracker aubrey marsh is always messy
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